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Chapter 6 - The Dinner Table at 412 Elm

By 6:00 p.m., the sun was dipping below the tree line, casting long, bruised streaks of purple and orange across the rooftops of Maple Street.

In our dining room, we sat down to a very quiet, very normal dinner of roasted chicken, garlic butter green beans, and mashed potatoes. Hannah sat between Neil and me, her silver half-dollar tucked safely into the small zippered coin purse I’d bought her on the way home from school.

"Mom?" Hannah asked around a bite of potato.

"Yes, sweetheart?"

"Can I put my money back in the jar tonight?"

"We can count every single coin together after dinner," I promised her. "And this time, we’re putting a heavy rubber band around the lid so nobody can open it without asking us first."

"Okay," she beamed, her front-tooth gap catching the warm light of the overhead chandelier.

At 7:45 p.m., just as Neil was helping Hannah scrub the glue off her fingers from her pumpkin project, my cell phone rang again.

I picked it up from the kitchen island. The caller ID didn't say Trisha or Mom. It said Dad.

Walt Hayes had stayed largely out of the digital crossfire for the last thirty-six hours. My dad was a retired civil engineer who liked his garden, his local hardware store coffee club, and a quiet house where nobody yelled before 8:00 p.m. When Walt called at 7:45 at night, it meant Gloria had finally pushed him out onto the front porch with a landline phone and told him to fix her mess.

I swiped answer.

"Dad," I said.

"Andrea," his voice sounded older than it had at the barbecue on Sunday. Thinner. Tired in the way men get when they realize the women they've spent forty years placating have finally driven the family car into a brick wall. "Your mother is sitting in the den crying into a handkerchief. Trisha’s room is dark. She packed a bag about an hour ago and drove over to her boyfriend’s place in Oakhaven."

"I'm sorry she's upset, Dad," I said, leaning my hip against the kitchen counter. "I really am. I know you hate when the house is loud."

"It's not just loud, Andrea. It's broken," he sighed. A chair scraped against the linoleum on his end of the line—he must have retreated to the small desk in the garage where he kept his seed catalogs and tax forms. "Your mother told me what Trisha did to Hannah. I didn't know at first. Trisha told us she'd saved up some extra babysitting cash for the kids' back-to-school clothes."

"She lied to you," I said softly.

"I know she lied," Walt said, and for the first time in my life, I heard a cold, hard edge of genuine shame in my father's voice. "I went through Trisha’s desk drawer before she left. I found the rest of the cash—the hundred and nine dollars she held back. And I found the deposit slip for the school deposit she tried to run yesterday morning."

He paused. Through the receiver, I could hear the faint hum of his old floor fan in the garage.

"You were right to pull the plug, Dre," he said quietly. "I let your mother baby that girl for fifteen years after she dropped out of nursing school. I told myself we were helping an artist. We weren't helping her. We were just keeping her from ever having to grow up."

"What happens now, Dad?"

"Trisha’s not going to London," he said flatly. "The term starts in three weeks, and she doesn't have the deposit, she doesn't have the second-semester housing fee, and she damn sure doesn't have you to bail her out. I told your mother tonight: either Trisha gets a job at the local clinic or the library by Monday morning, or she finds her own apartment by November first. We're done."

I let out a slow, steady breath. The knot that had been sitting between my shoulder blades since Sunday afternoon finally began to loosen.

"Dad... if you need me to help you and Mom sort out the house accounts or figure out what’s actually left in your savings after her last three 'emergencies,' call me. I'll come over on Saturday."

"I might take you up on that," he murmured. "Bring Hannah by on Saturday morning. Your mother wants to apologize. Properly. Not the 'I'm sorry you misunderstood me' kind. The real kind."

"We'll see," I said. "One step at a time."

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"Fair enough. Good night, Andrea."

"Night, Dad."

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