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Chapter 10 - The Knock on New Year’s Eve

December 31st. 7:30 PM.

Our little house was warm, glowing, and filled with the mouthwatering aroma of homemade lasagna and garlic bread.

We had decided not to spend New Year’s Eve dwelling on the past. Daniel’s parents, who lived two towns over, had driven in to spend the evening with us. They were warm, boisterous, down-to-earth people who smothered Lily in hugs and kisses the moment they walked through the door.

Lily was dressed in cozy snowflake pajamas, sitting on the living room rug with Daniel’s mother, playing a board game. Her laughter rang through the kitchen like small silver bells.

“Mommy, look!” Lily called out, holding up a little plastic crown from her game. “I’m the queen of the snow!”

“You certainly are, my sweet girl,” I smiled, leaning against the kitchen counter while Daniel poured glasses of sparkling apple cider.

Daniel wrapped his arm around my waist, kissing my temple. “You okay?”

“Better than okay,” I said, resting my head against his shoulder. “For the first time in my life, I don’t feel anxious on New Year’s Eve. No lectures. No criticism. Just peace.”

Then, three soft, hesitant knocks sounded against our front door.

The laughter in the living room died down. Daniel’s father looked up from his puzzle. Daniel and I exchanged a puzzled glance.

“Are we expecting anyone?” Daniel asked.

“No,” I said, my stomach tightening with a sudden flutter of anxiety.

Daniel stepped toward the door, motioning for me to stay back. He peeked through the peephole, his eyebrows shooting up in utter shock.

“Emma,” he whispered, turning back to me. “You need to see this.”

I walked to the door and looked through the glass.

Standing on our small, snow-covered front porch was my mother.

She was barely recognizable.

Eleanor wasn't wearing her expensive mink coat or her sparkling emeralds. She was wearing a simple, dark winter coat that was buttoned unevenly. She didn't have an umbrella, and fresh snow dusted her grey-streaked hair. Her shoulders were trembling from the bitter cold.

In her bare, reddened hands, she was holding two things: a small, taped-together piece of purple paper, and a bakery box from Lily’s favorite pastry shop downtown.

“Don't open it if you don't want to,” Daniel said softly, placing a protective hand on my shoulder. “I can tell her to leave.”

I looked at the trembling woman on the porch. The rage that had burned inside me for the past week didn't disappear, but it shifted, making room for something deeper.

“No,” I said quietly. “Let’s hear what she has to say.”

I unlocked the deadbolt and pulled the door open.

The freezing night wind swept into the entryway. Eleanor looked up. Her face was pale, her nose red from the sub-zero temperatures, her eyes rimmed with dark circles and swollen from days of crying.

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“Emma,” she whispered, her voice cracking. “Please... don't shut the door.”

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