Chapter 9 - The Crack in the Armor

December 30th was the quietest day Eleanor had ever experienced in her sixty-two years of life.
The massive house, which usually buzzed with florists, caterers, and decorators preparing for the legendary New Year’s Eve gala, was completely lifeless.
The caterers had called that morning to confirm the final headcount. When Eleanor had checked her RSVP list, out of forty invited guests, only four had confirmed. All the others had sent vague, polite excuses: *“A sudden flu,” “Traveling out of state,” “Prior commitments.”*
Even her closest friend, Evelyn, had sent a curt text: *“Eleanor, after what came out regarding Lily, I don't feel comfortable attending this year. Children should be cherished, not shamed.”*
Eleanor sat on the velvet sofa in her vast, empty living room.
The fireplace was unlit. The room was freezing.
Footsteps echoed down the wooden stairs.
Eleanor turned around, hoping against hope that Robert had come down to comfort her, to tell her that everything would blow over, that the family would come to its senses.
Instead, she saw Robert carrying two heavy suitcases.
Eleanor sprang up from the couch. “Robert? What are those? Where are you going?”
My father set the suitcases by the front door. He didn’t look angry. He looked profoundly, hollowly exhausted.
“I’m staying at a hotel near Jason’s house for a while,” Dad said quietly.
“A hotel?!” Eleanor gasped, her hands flying to her chest. “On New Year’s Eve?! You’re leaving your wife alone on New Year’s Eve? What will the neighbors say?!”
Dad stopped. He looked at her with a mixture of pity and revulsion.
“That’s it, isn't it?” he whispered. “Even now, with all three of your children refusing to speak to you, with your grandchildren terrified of you, your only concern is what the neighbors will think.”
“Robert, I made a mistake!” Eleanor cried, her voice cracking with the first genuine hint of desperation. “I used the wrong word! I was tired! Why is everyone punishing me like I’m a criminal?!”
“Because you broke a child’s heart and felt zero remorse,” Dad said. “You didn't just use the wrong word, Eleanor. You showed us who you really are. You chose your vanity over your flesh and blood.”
“Robert, please!” Eleanor reached out, grabbing his arm, her polished nails digging into his wool coat. Her manicured facade was completely disintegrating; her hair was unbrushed, her eyes wild with terror. “Don't leave me alone here. Please. I don't know what to do!”
Dad gently, firmly peeled her fingers off his sleeve.
“You know exactly what to do, Eleanor,” he said softly. “You’ve known what to do since Christmas Eve. But your pride won’t let you do it.”
He picked up his bags, opened the door, and walked out into the grey afternoon.
The door clicked shut.
Eleanor stood frozen in the center of the grand entryway. The grandfather clock ticked in the corner: *tick, tock, tick, tock.*
The silence rushed into the room like suffocating water.
She turned and looked into the grand hallway mirror. The woman staring back at her was not an elegant socialite. She was an old, lonely woman in an empty house, surrounded by expensive objects that couldn't hold her hand, couldn't laugh at her jokes, and couldn't love her back.
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She fell to her knees on the Persian rug, buried her face in her hands, and for the first time in decades, Eleanor wept.
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