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Chapter 9 - The Brother Who Stood in the Snow

Wyatt didn't stay in the car.

The moment Grandma June stepped fully inside the threshold, Wyatt popped the lock on the passenger door. The sudden click sounded like a rifle shot in the small space of the Buick.

"Wyatt, don't!" I lunged across the bench seat, my fingers catching the slick nylon of his new jacket sleeve, but he jerked his arm back with a desperate, wild strength I didn't know he had.

"I have to, Lucy," he breathed. He wasn't crying anymore. His face had gone that dead, waxen white people get when they’re about to faint, but his eyes were fixed on that open doorway like a dog staring at a trap. "She has my name on those papers. If I don't go in there, she’s going to tell them I knew about it."

He dropped out into the snow, his brand-new high-top sneakers sinking instantly into the freezing slush. He didn't have his gloves. He didn't even pull his hood up against the wind that was screaming down off the ridge, tearing needles from the hemlocks and whipping them across the clearing.

I looked at the dashboard. The horn was right there, a wide, black pad in the center of the steering wheel. Grandma June had told me to lay on it. But through the trees down the logging road, I could already see the twin beams of Dad’s HVAC van bouncing violently over the ruts, its yellow utility lights flashing uselessly against the snowbanks. He was sixty seconds away.

I grabbed the red box from the back seat, clutched it against my stomach like a shield, and scrambled out into the cold after Wyatt.

The wind hit my bare ankles immediately, biting into the thin skin above my sneakers where my old, holed socks offered no protection at all. The cold was so sharp it felt like walking through broken glass, but I didn't stop until I reached the bottom of the porch steps, right behind Wyatt’s shoulder.

Inside the cabin, the woodstove was smoking badly. A bitter haze of green pine resin hung three feet down from the rafters, stinging the eyes and catching in the throat.

"Wyatt," Brooke said. The smile vanished from her face the second she saw him standing in the draft. Her tone shifted—not into guilt, but into that rapid, breathless performance of maternal distress she always put on whenever Wyatt scraped his knee or failed a spelling test. "Oh, thank God. Baby, get in here. Get out of the cold. What did they do to you? Did your grandmother make you get in that car?"

She dropped the iron poker. It clattered loudly against the stone hearth, throwing up a shower of orange sparks. She stepped toward him, her arms outstretched, the heavy shearling coat swinging open.

Wyatt didn't move forward. He stood planted on the first plank of the porch, his sneakers tracking gray mud onto the floorboards.

"Why is my passport on the table, Mom?" he asked. His voice wasn't loud, but it had a strange, flat density that stopped Brooke three feet away from him.

"We’re going to Sarasota," Brooke said instantly, the lie rolling off her tongue with the smooth, polished speed of something she had rehearsed for forty miles of highway driving. "Your Aunt Clara has the condo by the marina. We were always going to go after the holidays, remember? I told you that back in October. Mark was being impossible about the budget, Wyatt. He’s been hiding bills from me for six months. He was going to let the mortgage lapse on Sycamore Ridge—I had to protect us. Everything I took is legally half mine. We’re married."

"The furnace money wasn't half yours," Grandma June said from the corner by the door. She hadn't taken off her coat. She stood with her arms crossed over her chest, her red reading glasses still hanging from the gold chain around her neck, watching Brooke the way an entomologist watches a beetle pinned to a piece of cork. "That was a commercial invoice paid to Mark’s LLC. And the twelve hundred dollars from Elena wasn't yours either, Brooke. That was child support for the girl standing right behind your son."

Brooke’s eyes flicked to me for the first time.

The hatred in them wasn't hot; it was cold and tidy, like the bottom of an empty freezer.

"Elena hasn't spent twelve hundred dollars on that child since the day she signed the split-custody agreement," Brooke spat, dropping the sweet mother tone completely. "She dumped Lucy on Mark so she could go play nurse in Cincinnati and sleep with an orderly. I raised that girl for three years! I did her laundry! I packed her lunches! I bought the damn bread she ate every morning!"

"You bought her gray socks," Wyatt said.

The room went dead.

Brooke stared at her son, her mouth slightly open, the pale pink lipstick she had applied at dawn looking cracked and grotesque in the cabin’s bare-bulb light.

"What did you say?" she whispered.

"You gave her twelve presents," Wyatt said, pointing a shaking finger toward the porch where the snow was drifting against his heels. "You gave me twelve presents. You made me sit there on the rug and open every single one of them while she watched. You bought me that stupid headset I didn't even ask for, and you gave her eight-dollar socks from the pharmacy with the price tag still on the back."

"Wyatt, you are my child—"

"I’m not a child!" Wyatt screamed. The sound tore out of him like an animal tearing out of a snare. He stepped fully into the room, his fists clenched so hard at his sides that the knuckles looked like white pebbles. "You used my dad’s name! You put my dad’s name on a bank account so Mark wouldn't see it on the taxes! He’s dead, Mom! Dad’s been dead for six years, and you’re still using him to steal from people!"

"Wyatt, shut your mouth!" Brooke’s face darkened, the porcelain-smooth mask of the suburban mother cracking completely down the center to reveal the vicious, frantic woman underneath. "Everything I did, I did so we didn't end up back in that two-room trailer in Montgomery County! You think Mark Vaughn loves you? You think his mother loves you? The second things get tight, you’re just the extra mouth at the table! You’re the dead husband’s kid! If I didn't make sure we had our own pile, we’d be out on the street the minute he decided Lucy needed braces more than you needed college!"

"I don't want your college," Wyatt said. His voice dropped to a whisper, but it carried more weight than his scream had. "I don't want anything you bought with her letters."

He walked straight past her, right to the pine table.

Brooke lunged forward to stop him, but Grandma June stepped between them with a single, precise movement, her shoulder catching Brooke right in the chest and shoving her back toward the woodstove with the solid, immovable force of a woman who had spent forty years breaking up playground fights.

"Don't you lay a finger on that boy," Grandma June said quietly.

Wyatt reached down. He didn't touch the stacks of cash. He didn't touch the manila envelope. He picked up his blue passport, flipped it closed, and dropped it into the front pocket of his jeans.

Then he turned to me.

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"Lucy," he said, holding out his hand. "Give me the box."

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