Chapter 5 - Frost on the Window

The Buick’s heater didn't work until you had driven at least three miles, which meant that for the first ten minutes, the only air coming out of the round dashboard vents was an icy, metallic draft that smelled of dried leaves and mouse droppings.
Wyatt didn't move. He sat pressed against the passenger-side door, his forehead leaning against the cold glass of the window, his breath creating a round, silver oval of frost that grew and shrunk with every shuddering inhale. His hands were tucked deep into the front pocket of his hoodie, his shoulders curled inward as if he were trying to fold himself down into a shape small enough to fit under the front seat.
Grandma June drove with both hands at ten and two, her knuckles white against the black vinyl of the steering wheel. She didn't turn on the radio. She didn't look in the rearview mirror. She navigated the unplowed secondary streets of Dublin with the grim, methodical competence of someone who had learned to drive on gravel roads during the blizzard of '78.
"Where are we going?" I asked. My voice sounded small, muffled by the thick down of my parka.
"We are going to the Bob Evans on Route 161," Grandma June said, her blinker clicking with a slow, heavy rhythm as she turned onto the four-lane thoroughfare. "Because it is the only place within eight miles that will have hot coffee, scrambled eggs, and working electricity on Christmas Day. And after that, I am calling your mother."
Wyatt flinched at the word *mother*. He didn't turn around, but I saw his fingers tighten inside his pocket, the fabric of his sweatshirt pulling taut across his shoulder blades.
"Grandma," I whispered, leaning forward between the two front bucket seats. "Wyatt doesn't have a coat."
Grandma June glanced in the rearview mirror. Her eyes met Wyatt's reflection for two seconds—steady, assessing, entirely stripped of the anger that had shaken her voice in the living room twenty minutes ago.
"There's an old wool stadium blanket in the trunk," she said. "From the Ohio State game three years ago. We'll get it when we park."
She drove another mile in silence. The snow was falling thicker now, large, wet flakes that splattered against the windshield and turned into gray slush under the mechanical sweep of the wipers. Dublin looked abandoned. The strip malls were dark, their vast asphalt parking lots empty except for the occasional snowbank pushed up against a light pole. Every third house had a wreath on the front door and multi-colored LED lights blinking along the gutters, cheerful and bright and completely blind to what was happening on the other side of the brick walls.
The Bob Evans sat behind a gas station near the interstate ramp, its red-and-white sign glowing like a beacon through the gray gloom. There were only four cars in the lot—two beat-up sedans that clearly belonged to the kitchen staff and a salt truck idling near the dumpster.
Grandma June pulled into a space near the front door, shifted into park, and turned off the ignition.
The silence that settled over the car was immediate and suffocating.
"Wyatt," Grandma June said, turning in her seat until her arm rested across the back of the headrest.
Wyatt didn't turn his head away from the window. "Yes, ma'am."
"Look at me, son."
He hesitated, then slowly peeled his forehead off the glass. His face was blotchy, his left cheek patterned with the red marks of the window frame, his eyes swollen and raw. He looked terrified, like a stray dog that had been cornered in an alleyway and was waiting for the first boot to swing.
"What your mother did," Grandma June said, her voice dropping into that low, flat classroom register that tolerated no interruptions, "is not your fault. Do you understand me?"
Wyatt looked down at his knees. A fresh tear slid over the bridge of his nose and dropped onto the gray cotton of his pants. "She told me Dad didn't want to see me because I reminded him of her."
Grandma June’s jaw tightened, the muscles along her cheek twitching once before she forced them back into stillness. "Brooke Mercer has spent the last three years building a fortress out of other people's misery. She used Mark’s guilt about his divorce, she used Lucy’s quiet nature, and she used your father’s absence to make herself the center of this family’s universe. But the fortress is made of paper, Wyatt. And today, someone dropped a match on it."
She reached out and laid her hand on his forearm, giving it a single, firm squeeze.
"You are not going to be punished for her crimes," Grandma June added. "Not by me. Not by Mark. And not by Sarah. But you are going to tell the truth. When Mark brings those envelopes down to the station, or to an attorney, you are going to tell them exactly what you found and where you found it. Can you do that?"
Wyatt nodded once, a quick, jerky motion of his chin. "Yes, ma'am."
"All right," she said, pulling her keys from the steering column. "Let's go get some breakfast. Lucy, grab that plastic bag from behind the passenger seat."
I reached down into the footwell. Tucked between an old road atlas and a snow scraper was a blue plastic grocery sack.
"What is it?" I asked.
"Open it," Grandma June said.
I pulled the handles apart. Inside wasn't a box or a receipt. It was a heavy, hardbound sketchbook with a dark green linen cover, and beside it, a metal tin containing twenty-four Derwent graphic sketching pencils, ranging from 9B to 9H, along with three kneaded erasers and a dual-barrel brass pencil sharpener.
I stared down into the bag. The paper had that clean, slightly sweet smell of heavy-weight cotton rag.
"I didn't mail that to Mark," Grandma June said, her voice softening into something warm and familiar. "I bought that at the university bookstore in Athens two months ago. I kept it in my trunk because I wanted to make sure you had something you could hold in your hands today, no matter what happened with the tablet."
My chest felt so tight I couldn't get a full breath of air into my lungs. The gray socks were still in the pocket of my parka, their cardboard hanger poking against my ribs, but looking down at that green linen cover, the cold that had been sitting in the center of my stomach since seven o'clock that morning began to thaw, painful and sharp and real.
"Thank you, Grandma," I whispered.
"Don't thank me yet," she said, opening her door and letting the bitter December air rush back into the cabin. "We still have to figure out where we're sleeping tonight."
We got out of the car. Grandma June unlocked the heavy trunk, pulled out the coarse, red-and-gray wool blanket, and wrapped it around Wyatt’s shoulders like a shawl. He didn't pull away. He clutched the wool against his chest, his head down against the blowing snow, and walked between us toward the double glass doors of the restaurant.
Inside, the restaurant smelled of burned coffee, pancake batter, and maple syrup. A server with graying hair and a festive red apron looked up from behind the cash register, her eyes darting from Grandma June’s severe wool coat to Wyatt’s bare ankles and blanket-wrapped shoulders.
"Just three?" the server asked, her voice dropping into that careful, cautious tone people use when they suspect they are looking at refugees from a domestic disaster.
"Three," Grandma June said firmly. "A booth in the back, please. Near an outlet."
We followed her down the carpeted aisle to a corner booth beneath a framed print of an Ohio barn in autumn. Wyatt slid into the inside seat, pulling the wool blanket up to his chin, his back pressed against the vinyl corner. I sat next to him, setting the blue plastic bag with my sketchbook carefully on the table between the salt shaker and the syrup caddy.
Grandma June sat opposite us. She pulled her heavy handbag onto her lap, unzipped the main compartment, and took out her phone.
She set it on the laminate tabletop.
"June?" Dad’s name popped up on the screen three seconds later. The phone vibrated against the Formica with a loud, rhythmic *bzz-bzz-bzz*.
Grandma June looked at the screen. She didn't pick it up. She let it ring five times, six times, until the call rolled over to voicemail.
Two seconds later, a text message notification chimed.
Then another.
Then a third.
Grandma June swiped her thumb across the glass, her face completely expressionless as she read the notifications.
"What is it?" I asked.
Grandma June looked up from the screen. For the first time all morning, the hard, schoolteacher line of her mouth softened into something that looked almost like pity—not for Brooke, and not for Dad, but for the wreckage that was currently untangling itself back on Sycamore Ridge Lane.
"Your father just went through the rest of the vanity," Grandma June said quietly.
Wyatt looked up from the edge of his blanket. "Did he find the box?"
Grandma June paused, her thumb hovering over the screen. "What box, Wyatt?"
"The metal lockbox," Wyatt whispered, his voice trembling again. "The one under the floorboards in the linen closet. She told me it was her grandmother’s silver. But Grandma Mercer died before I was born, and she didn't have any silver."
Grandma June didn't answer him. She tapped the screen, opening the photograph Dad had just sent her.
She looked at it for a long, terrible moment, then turned the phone around and laid it flat on the table so Wyatt and I could see it.
It wasn't silver.
In the photograph, resting on the unmade duvet of the master bed, was an open steel cashbox. Inside were six thick stacks of twenty-dollar bills held together by purple bank bands, two blue certified mail slips from the Ohio Department of Taxation, and three unopened Christmas cards addressed to me in my mother’s unmistakable, looping handwriting.
The postmarks on the cards were dated 2024, 2025, and 2026.
May you like
Across the bottom of the screen, Dad had typed a single sentence:
*June, she’s gone. She took Wyatt’s passport and my truck keys.*