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Chapter 8 - The High Holiday of Ridgewood

Christmas morning in Ridgewood dawned brilliant, clear, and bitter cold.

The snow that had fallen overnight had frozen into a crisp, glittering crust over the manicured lawns of the subdivision. On the front lawn of the colonial on East Saddle River Road, the life-sized illuminated reindeer stood in rigid formation, their mechanical heads nodding up and down with electric precision.

Inside the eight-thousand-square-foot house, the silence was vast and hollow.

Susette stood in the center of her grand dining room at two o'clock in the afternoon, wearing a dark green velvet hostess gown with gold embroidery at the wrists. Her hair was swept up into a flawless chignon that had taken two hours to construct, and the diamond studs in her ears caught the light of the crystal chandelier.

The table was set for sixteen.

Sixteen settings of Limoges porcelain with gold-leaf borders.

Sixteen pairs of Christofle sterling silver forks, knives, and dessert spoons.

Sixteen Baccarat crystal water goblets, wine glasses, and champagne flutes.

In the center, three tiered arrangements of white roses, silver-dusted eucalyptus, and imported holly berries rose eighteen inches into the air, perfectly symmetrical, perfectly balanced, perfectly dead.

At each setting, a cream-colored card sat propped against the crystal, written in that slanted, elegant calligraphy:

*Marilyn.*

*Uncle Pete.*

*Aunt Clara.*

*Cousin Mark.*

*Cousin Sarah.*

*Dr. Thomas.*

Susette walked slowly down the length of the table, her silk slippers making no sound on the Persian rug. She adjusted a fork by two millimeters. She turned a water goblet so the Baccarat logo faced precisely forty-five degrees to the left.

The French chef from Hoboken, a thin, exhausted man named Jean-Luc who had spent the last eight hours smelling like bleach after cleaning up the shattered Krug champagne, poked his head through the swinging door of the kitchen.

“Madame,” he said in his clipped, heavily accented English. “The squab is resting. The truffle potato purée is held at sixty-five degrees. Should we begin plating the amuse-bouche?”

Susette didn't turn around. “Not yet, Jean-Luc. The guests will be arriving shortly. The bridge traffic was delayed because of the ice.”

Jean-Luc hesitated. He looked at the grandfather clock in the corner of the room. It was two-fifteen. The invitations had said one o'clock for cocktails, two o'clock for dinner.

“Madame... your brother-in-law, Dr. Thomas, his wife called forty minutes ago. They are staying in Philadelphia. The highway in Bucks County is closed.”

“They will find a way,” Susette said, her voice completely flat, completely steady. “Thomas has four-wheel drive. He is an intelligent man. Proceed with the preparations for sixteen.”

“Yes, Madame.” The door swung shut.

Upstairs, the house was completely still.

In the second-floor media room, Hunter and Chloe were sitting on the leather sectional in their holiday clothes—Hunter in a stiff velvet blazer that pinched his armpits, Chloe in a taffeta dress that scratched her collarbones. They weren't playing with their new toys; the toys were still downstairs under the twelve-foot Nordmann fir, their wrapping paper carefully sliced open with silver scissors so the boxes could be preserved for return if the gifts didn't match the nursery aesthetic.

Hunter had his iPad propped on his knees. He was watching a video that Mark’s son, twelve-year-old Toby, had posted to Instagram twenty minutes ago from the ridge in Sussex County.

On the screen, a massive bonfire was roaring in a field of snow. Uncle Pete was sitting on an upturned wooden crate, wearing his red flannel shirt, holding a plate heaped with pulled pork and golden potatoes, laughing so hard his face was purple while Cousin Mark chased three goats across the snow with an empty grain bucket.

In the background, through the wide-open doors of a restored red barn, dozens of people were moving around an enormous wooden table that seemed to stretch into infinity, their faces glowing in the firelight, drinks raised, children sliding down the polished floor in their socks.

Hunter tapped the screen. “Chloe, look.”

Chloe leaned over, her dark curls bouncing against the scratchy taffeta. She watched the video twice, her little thumb pressing the replay button.

“Where is that?” she asked.

“Uncle Wes’s house,” Hunter said. “Caleb’s there.”

“Why aren't we there?”

“Mom said it’s for poor people,” Hunter muttered, but his eyes never left the screen, where Caleb was currently sitting on Uncle Pete’s shoulders, waving a wooden spoon like a sword. “It looks better than here.”

Downstairs, the front door opened.

Susette’s heart leapt. She smoothed the front of her green velvet gown, took a deep breath, and arranged her face into that radiant, triumphant smile she had practiced in the mirror for three weeks.

“Garrett!” she called out, stepping into the grand marble foyer. “Are they here? Did Clara come in Pete’s car?”

Garrett was standing on the Persian rug by the front door.

He wasn't wearing his tuxedo. He was wearing an old gray wool sweater with a hole in the left elbow—the sweater he used to wear when we were in college, the one our mother had knitted for him out of cheap acrylic yarn during his freshman year at Rutgers. He was holding his car keys in his right hand. His boots were covered in salt and slush.

He looked at his wife. He looked at the green velvet gown, the chignon, the diamond studs, the sixteen perfect settings gleaming in the dining room behind her.

“Nobody’s coming, Susette,” he said.

The smile didn't leave her face immediately; it cracked slowly, like varnish on an old oil painting, the corners of her mouth twitching as she fought to keep the facade from sliding off her skull.

“Don't be ridiculous,” she said, her voice high and musical, though her eyes were darting toward the heavy mahogany door behind him. “They’re just running late. The weather was terrible. Clara always drives slowly when there’s slush on the road. Go upstairs and put on your dinner jacket. Jean-Luc is ready with the first course.”

“I just got off the phone with Pete,” Garrett said, his voice terrifyingly quiet. “They’re already eating. They’ve been there since noon.”

“Pete is a liar!” she snapped, the musical tone vanishing in an instant, replaced by that shrill, piercing shriek that usually only the housekeepers and delivery drivers heard. “He’s doing this to hurt me! He’s always hated me because I don't let him track grease into my house! And your mother—where is your mother? She was supposed to be here at eleven! I paid forty dollars for her flower arrangement!”

“Mom is with Wesley,” Garrett said.

Susette stopped. She stared at him, her chest heaving against the green velvet, her manicured hands curling into fists at her sides.

“She chose him?” she whispered, her voice shaking with pure, venomous disbelief. “After everything we did for her? After the roof? After the checks you wrote her? She went to that... that barn? To sit with a caterer?”

“It’s not a barn, Susette,” Garrett said, taking a step toward her. “It’s a home. And the checks weren't mine. They were Wesley’s.”

Susette blinked, the information failing to process in her tightly structured mental spreadsheet. “What are you talking about?”

“Wesley paid for the roof,” Garrett said, and for the first time in ten years, he didn't drop his eyes when she looked at him. He held her gaze, his face pale, exhausted, and completely stripped of fear. “I didn't have the money. I haven't had the money for eighteen months, Susette. The firm had two bad quarters. My draw was cut by sixty percent. I’ve been borrowing from our equity line just to pay the landscapers and the private school tuition so you could keep telling your friends at the club that we were fine.”

Susette’s mouth opened. The blood drained from her face, leaving her foundation looking like chalk against her skin.

“You... what?”

“We’re broke, Susette,” Garrett said, and a terrible, broken laugh slipped out of his throat. “We have an eight-thousand-square-foot house, three luxury leases, sixteen settings of Limoges porcelain, and eighty-four dollars in our checking account. And my brother—the caterer, the tradesman, the guy you wouldn't give a chair to—offered to pay my mortgage this month so the bank wouldn't put a notice on the front door before the holidays.”

Susette stepped back. She hit the edge of the dining room archway, her hand reaching out blindly to catch herself on the polished trim.

“No,” she whispered. “No. You’re lying. You’re just trying to humiliate me.”

“He has a chair for you,” Garrett said, looking through the archway at the sixteen empty seats, the white roses, the congealing truffle purée. “He carved your name into the oak with his own hands. Nadia branded it. They have room for Hunter. They have room for Chloe. They have room for you.”

He held out his hand. The car keys dangled from his index finger, chiming softly in the vast, dead silence of the foyer.

“Come with me,” Garrett said. “Take off the dress. Put on some jeans and a sweater. Let’s take the kids and go to my brother’s house. Let’s sit down, eat some pork, say we’re sorry, and be a family again.”

Susette looked at the keys.

She looked at her husband’s worn gray sweater. She looked at the diamond studs in the hall mirror. She looked at the sixteen empty chairs that represented three weeks of planning, forty-eight hours of frantic labor, and ten years of social posturing.

Her face hardened. The panic vanished, replaced by that ancient, impenetrable fortress of aristocratic pride that had ruined her father and was now finishing off her marriage.

“I am Susette Bramwell,” she said, her voice dropping into a cold, diamond-hard whisper. “I do not eat in barns. I do not apologize to caterers. And I do not sit at tables where I am not the center of the room.”

Garrett looked at her for ten seconds. He didn't blink. He didn't argue. He didn't raise his voice.

He simply lowered his hand, closed his fingers around the car keys, and turned toward the stairs.

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“Hunter!” he called out. “Chloe! Put your boots on. We’re going to Uncle Wes’s.”

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