Chapter 10 - The Footsteps in the Snow

By eleven o'clock, the feast had quieted to a warm, amber hum.
The children were asleep—scattered across the sheepskin rugs by the stone hearth like puppies exhausted from a summer run, Caleb’s arm thrown over Hunter’s shoulder, Lily curled into a tiny ball with Chloe’s hand resting against her cheek. Uncle Pete had fallen asleep in his armchair with his accordion resting on his belly, snoring in time with the crackle of the dying ash logs.
In the kitchen, the work was nearly finished.
Nadia and Aunt Clara were drying the last of the copper roasting pans, their voices low and rhythmic as they traded family stories that had nothing to do with Ridgewood, private equity, or country club memberships.
Garrett was sitting at the far end of the long oak table, alone in the dim candlelight. He had taken off his wet boots and was wearing a pair of my old wool socks. He held a mug of black coffee in both hands, staring out through the French doors at the orchard.
The storm had stopped.
The sky above the Kittatinny Ridge had cleared into that deep, terrifying indigo that only happens after an Arctic front, revealing ten million stars glittering cold and sharp over the snow. The four acres of apple trees looked like silver lace under the full moon, completely still, completely peaceful.
I walked over and sat down beside him on the oak bench. I placed a plate with two slices of peppermint pavlova between us.
“She’s going to file,” Garrett said quietly, his eyes not moving from the frozen orchard.
“I know,” I said.
“She called her father’s lawyer at seven tonight. While Hunter and Chloe were eating their pie. Left a voicemail on his emergency line.” He took a slow sip of the coffee, his hands steady now, though his face looked ten years older than it had that morning. “She told him I abandoned her on Christmas Day with thirty thousand dollars’ worth of catered food and two hired servers.”
“Did you abandon her, Garrett?”
Garrett turned his head slowly. He looked at the forty-four feet of red oak stretching into the darkness of the keeping room. He looked at the branded wooden blocks sitting in a neat pile by the hearth, waiting for next year. He looked at his son sleeping peacefully on the floor beside mine.
“I stayed five years too long, Wes,” he said, his voice flat with the terrible, liberating clarity that comes when a man finally hits the bottom of the pit and realizes the floor is solid rock. “If I had stayed another night in that house, I would have forgotten what my own children looked like when they were happy.”
“What are you going to do about the firm?”
“Take the hit,” he said, a faint, wry smile touching the corners of his mouth—the first real smile I had seen on my brother’s face since our father’s funeral. “Resign the senior partnership. Take a junior analyst desk at a boutique shop in Morristown. Move into a two-bedroom apartment near the train station. Buy a used car that doesn't have an app to tell me how important I am.”
He looked at me, his eyes dark, searching. “Can I bring the kids up here on weekends? To help with the trees?”
“The orchard needs pruning in February,” I said. “Hunter’s big enough to carry the branches. And you need to learn how to swing a splitting maul. Your forearms look like soft dough.”
Garrett let out a quiet, real laugh that didn't wake the sleeping children. “Soft dough. Dad would have kicked my ass for wearing a sweater this thin in December.”
“He would have kicked both our asses,” I said.
We sat in silence for another ten minutes, watching our breath puff faintly in the cool air near the glass doors, the heat from the hearth keeping the rest of the vast room wrapped in safety.
Then, through the quiet, a sound broke the stillness of the mountain ridge.
*Crunch.*
*Crunch.*
*Crunch.*
It was the distinct, heavy sound of boots breaking through the frozen crust of the snow on the driveway.
Garrett stiffened. His coffee mug paused halfway to his mouth, his shoulders locking instantly back into that defensive, hunted posture he had worn for a decade.
“Who is that?” he whispered. “Pete’s Buick is parked down by the barn. Mark’s truck is behind the shed. Everyone’s here.”
I stood up. I didn't reach for a flashlight. The moonlight off the snow was bright enough to read by.
I walked to the French doors, turned the heavy brass latch, and stepped out onto the flagstone porch. The air hit my lungs like needles—pure, zero-degree mountain air that cleared the scent of pork, wine, and woodsmoke in a single breath.
Down by the gate where the gravel driveway met the county road, seventy yards away, a set of headlights was idling in the ditch.
It was a black town car—an Uber Black or a hired sedan from the city, its hazards blinking amber against the snowbanks. The driver hadn't dared to attempt the steep, unplowed rise of our private lane; he had simply dropped his fare at the mailbox and left the engine running, its exhaust billowing like a white cloud behind the bumper.
Walking up the center of the driveway was a lone figure.
She was wearing an ankle-length white shearling coat that looked completely alien against the wild, rugged hemlocks of the ridge. Her designer boots were sinking four inches into the frozen powder with every step, her ankles wobbling precariously on the uneven stone base beneath the drift. She wasn't carrying a suitcase. She wasn't carrying a purse. She was carrying a single, rectangular object wrapped in silver foil, held tightly against her chest with both gloved hands like a shield.
Susette.
She stopped twenty feet from the base of the porch steps, her breath coming in ragged, white gasps, her flawless chignon coming undone in the freezing mountain wind, dark strands of hair whipping across her pale, makeup-streaked face.
She looked at me standing on the porch.
She looked past me, through the wide glass of the French doors, into the golden, candle-lit cavern of the keeping room.
She saw the forty-four-foot table.
She saw Garrett sitting in his socks by the coffee pot.
She saw her children asleep on the sheepskin rug beside Caleb and Lily.
She saw Marilyn’s cardigan draped over the back of an oak chair.
And then her eyes dropped to the snow at her feet.
She stood there, suspended between the idling town car behind her and the massive, glowing sanctuary ahead, her expensive coat dusted with frost, her fingers trembling against the silver-wrapped package she had carried all the way from the empty museum in Ridgewood.
Inside the house, Caleb stirred in his sleep, turning his face toward the fire, murmuring something incoherent into Hunter’s shoulder.
Garrett stood up from the bench. He walked slowly toward the glass doors, stopping three inches from the pane, looking out at his wife standing alone in the snow.
Susette took one slow, agonizing step forward, her boot crunching through the crust.
She looked up at the porch where I stood, her lips parting in the freezing air, her voice lost to the wind before it could reach the stone steps.
May you like
She had arrived at the table.
And the door was neither locked, nor open.