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Chapter 9 - The Harbor at Dawn

Six months later, Boston didn't smell like blood. It smelled like salt, lilacs, and low tide.

The terrace of the house in Brookline was warm under the May sun. The sugar maples had leafed out into massive, vibrating canopies of green that threw shadows across a lawn that Finn had currently turned into a football field.

He wasn't shuffling anymore.

He was wearing bright yellow soccer cleats that left triangular divots in the manicured turf, chasing a golden retriever that Cesily had brought home from the shelter three weeks ago without asking her brother’s permission.

"Finn!" I called from the wicker sofa where I was sitting with a cup of tea. "Don't run near the gravel! You'll tear the knees out of those pants!"

"I'm not going to fall, Mave!" he yelled back, his voice clear, strong, and loud enough to scare the robins out of the hedge. "Admiral Buttons is the goalie! You have to watch!"

He kicked the ball. It sailed twenty feet through the air, cleared the flowerbeds entirely, and landed with a hollow *thump* directly against the front fender of the black Mercedes that had just pulled into the driveway.

Finn froze.

The dog froze, its tail dropping between its golden legs.

Marco, who had been sitting on the stone wall cleaning his sunglasses with the corner of his silk tie, winced and looked toward the sky as if waiting for a lightning bolt.

The car door opened.

Dante stepped out. He was wearing light grey trousers and a white linen shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows, his sunglasses hanging from his collar. He looked at the soccer ball resting against the custom German rim.

Then he looked up at Finn.

"Collazo," Dante said, his voice carrying easily across the seventy feet of green grass.

Finn didn't run. He walked forward, his shoulders back, his chin up—that same stubborn Donovan tilt that used to get me sent to the principal's office on Dorchester Street.

"The dog passed it to me," Finn said, not batting an eye. "It was an accident."

Dante walked slowly toward the lawn, his leather shoes crunching on the pea gravel. He stopped three feet from Finn, looking down at the boy who now reached nearly to his belt buckle. The scar on Finn’s chest was still there—a pale, clean zipper hidden under his red jersey—but his cheeks were brown from the sun and his arms were thick with muscle from three months of swimming lessons at the athletic club.

Dante reached out, caught the soccer ball with the toe of his shoe, flipped it into the air with a casual flick of his ankle, and caught it against his thigh before dropping it into Finn’s hands.

"Next time," Dante said, "use the inside of your foot. You're hooking your toe. That’s why you pulled it to the left."

Finn blinked. "You know how to play soccer?"

"I know how to kick things," Dante said dryly. "Now take the dog to the kitchen. Mrs. Higgins made those strawberry things you like."

"Tarts?" Finn’s eyes widened. "Real ones?"

"Real ones. Go."

Finn didn't wait for a second invitation. He took off across the grass like an arrow, the dog barking at his heels, his laughter floating back toward the terrace like small, bright bells.

Marco gave Dante a short, respectful nod, picked up the soccer ball from the garden bed where it had rolled, and disappeared toward the carriage house, leaving us alone in the warm afternoon.

Dante walked up the stone steps of the terrace.

He didn't look like the man who had torn Gerald Moss’s life apart in that restaurant six months ago. He looked... softer. Not weak—a man like Dante Collazo could never be weak—but the constant, coiled violence that had lived in his shoulders seemed to have found an uneasy truce with the spring air.

He stopped behind the sofa, leaned down, and kissed the top of my head where my hair was pinned back with a tortoiseshell comb Cesily had given me.

"You're late," I said, leaning my head back against the cushion so I could see his face upside down.

"The union reps on the docks had questions about the pension contributions," he said, his fingers reaching down to trace the line of my collarbone through my linen blouse.

The bone had healed straight, though there was a tiny bump under the skin that Dr. Valenti said would be there for the rest of my life. Dante’s thumb found that bump every single day, as if he were checking the seal on an envelope to make sure it hadn't been tampered with.

"Did you threaten them?" I asked.

"I gave them what they asked for," Dante said, walking around the sofa to sit beside me. "It was cheaper than the paperwork."

He reached into his breast pocket and pulled out a small, long velvet box.

I looked at it. My stomach did that familiar, nervous flip that still happened whenever Dante reached into his coat.

"What is that?"

"Open it," he said.

Inside was a thin, delicate gold chain with a single pendant: a small, perfectly carved piece of green sea glass, polished until it looked like an emerald, set in heavy platinum prongs.

I touched the glass. It was cool, smooth, but uneven at the edges—not a factory stone, but something that had been beaten by the harbor for fifty years before someone picked it up from the mud.

"Where did you get this?" I whispered.

"Rowes Wharf," Dante said, his voice dropping into that low, private register meant only for me. "The old foundation where the coal barges used to dock. My father dropped a crate of soda bottles there in 1974. Most of them were green."

I looked up from the necklace to his grey eyes.

"You went looking for trash?"

"I went looking for something that survived the salt," he said. He took the necklace out of the velvet, leaned behind me, and fastened the small clasp behind my neck. The gold was warm against my skin, the green stone resting directly over the hollow of my throat.

"Gerald Moss came into the office today," Dante mentioned casually, his hands lingering on my shoulders.

I stiffened slightly. "Gerald? I thought he moved to New Hampshire."

"He did," Dante said. "He runs a hardware store in Nashua now. He wanted to apologize."

"To you?"

"To you," Dante said. "I told him you weren't interested in his apologies. But I did give him back five hundred dollars from his old franchise share."

I turned to look at him, my brow furrowing. "Why would you do that?"

Dante smiled—that rare, brilliant smile that transformed his hard, scarred face into something almost beautiful.

"Because that’s what the soup cost," he said.

I laughed. I couldn't help it. The sound was bright, clean, completely free of the terror that had lived in my throat for nine years. I leaned against his side, tucking my head into the curve between his neck and his shoulder, breathing in the scent that had become my entire life: the cedar, the clean soap, and the rain that had finally stopped falling.

Down on the driveway, the little door of the dumbwaiter banged open in the kitchen below, followed by Finn’s triumphant shout and the sound of Mrs. Higgins laughing as the boy stole three tarts off the cooling rack.

"We're going to the harbor tomorrow," Dante said, his arm tightening around my waist, his thumb stroking my hip through the white linen.

"Why?"

"Because Dr. Chen called this morning," Dante murmured into my hair. "He says Finn's lung volume is at ninety-four percent. Which means tomorrow at dawn, I'm taking him out on the *Cesily B* to show him how to run the crane."

I closed my eyes, letting the May sun warm my eyelids.

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"He's going to drop a container in the water, Dante."

"Let him," Dante Collazo said, his lips touching my ear with a warmth that felt like home. "I own the water anyway."

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