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Chapter 3 - The Price of a Second Hand

The brownstone on Commonwealth Avenue didn't look like a place where human beings lived. It looked like a museum where someone had forgotten to put up the velvet ropes.

There were high ceilings with plaster moldings that looked like wedding cake frosting, dark oak floors that didn't squeak, and large, shadowy oil paintings of people who looked like they had never laughed in their entire lives. But I didn't see much of it that first night. I only saw the small, bright room on the third floor with a medical bed that smelled like antiseptic and clean linen, and the face of an old man named Dr. Valenti who had hands as cold as river stones.

"It’s a clean fracture of the clavicle," Valenti said, his voice dry as parchment as he adjusted a black sling around my chest. "Two cracked ribs on the posterior side. She took the brunt of it on the muscle bed, which saved her from a punctured lung. She's lucky."

"She’s not lucky," a voice said from the doorway.

Dante stood there, a glass of amber liquid in his hand. He had changed into a dark cashmere sweater, the sleeves pushed up to his forearms to reveal old, pale scars that ran like railroad tracks through the black hair on his skin.

"She was twenty feet away," Dante said, stepping into the circle of light. "She had time to duck under the bar. She had time to run into the walk-in freezer like the rest of the staff."

Dr. Valenti didn't look up from his bandages. "Then she’s an idiot, Dante. Or she has very poor instincts for self-preservation."

"She has an eight-year-old brother," Dante said.

"Nine," I croaked from the pillows.

My throat felt like I had been swallowing sand. The pain medication they had pushed into my vein through an IV line twenty minutes ago was beginning to feel like warm syrup behind my eyes, but it couldn't drown out the panic that had been chewing at my ribs since the ambulance sirens faded.

"He’s nine," I repeated, trying to sit straighter, though every breath felt like someone was dragging a serrated knife across my ribs. "And he’s alone. Mrs. Alvarez... she’s seventy-two. She falls asleep on the sofa by eleven. If he wakes up and his chest hurts, he won't call her. He won't want to bother her. He just sits there in the dark until he can't breathe—"

"Your brother is asleep," Dante said.

I froze. My hands, curled in the hem of the crisp white sheet, began to shake. "What did you do?"

Dante took a slow sip from his glass. He didn't look angry; he looked like a man who had already solved a puzzle while everyone else was still looking for the corner pieces.

"Marco is parked outside your building on Dorchester Street," he said calmly. "A woman named Elena Alvarez was indeed asleep on your sofa. Marco gave her five hundred dollars in cash to go downstairs to her own bed and told her that you were working a double shift for a private catering client on Beacon Hill."

"You can't do that," I breathed, my voice rising. "You can't just send strange men to my apartment—"

"A woman from the pediatric home-care agency is sitting by your brother’s bed," Dante continued, entirely ignoring my protest. "Her name is Sarah. She has twelve years of pediatric ICU experience. Finn had a glass of warm milk at ten-fifteen, took his digitalis at ten-thirty, and he is currently sleeping with a three-legged stuffed bear named Admiral Buttons."

The room went completely still.

The small bedside lamp hummed with a low, sixty-cycle buzz.

"How do you know about Admiral Buttons?" I whispered.

Dante reached into the pocket of his trousers. He didn't pull out a weapon or a roll of hundreds. He pulled out the small, creased photograph that had fallen from my apron—the one of Finn sitting on the stoop, his knees bony and scraped, grinning around a missing front tooth.

Dante looked at the picture for three long seconds before he set it on the nightstand beside my plastic water pitcher.

"You carried this in your pocket while Gerald Moss told you you were garbage," Dante said. His voice was very flat, very quiet, but it had the weight of an iron anchor dropping into deep water. "Why didn't you throw the soup in his face?"

"Because the soup costs fourteen dollars," I said, my voice cracking. "And if I ruin fourteen dollars of soup, he takes it out of my shift pay. And if he takes my shift pay, I can't buy the compound tincture that keeps Finn’s pulmonary pressure down. You don't know what things cost."

"I know what everything costs," Dante said.

"No, you don't," I snapped, the morphine or the terror finally giving me a reckless kind of courage. "You know what things cost when you have a black car and three men who break jaws for a living. You don't know what it costs when you have four dollars and fifty cents in nickels on the kitchen counter and the pharmacy says the copay went up from twelve dollars to forty-eight because the state changed the formulary on the first of the month. You don't know what that sounds like when the pharmacist tells you to come back Monday and it’s Friday night."

Dr. Valenti paused, his hand hovering over the tape dispenser. He looked at Dante, then back down at my arm, and quietly began packing his leather bag.

"I’ll leave the antibiotics on the table," the old doctor murmured. "Change the dressing twice a day. She shouldn't be lifting more than five pounds for the next month."

"Thank you, Doctor," Dante said, not taking his eyes off me.

Valenti didn't say another word. He clicked his bag shut, gave me a brief, sympathetic look that made me hate him a little, and slipped out through the double doors, leaving the room heavy with the smell of Dante's whiskey and my own sweat.

The silence returned, larger and meaner than before.

"Forty-eight dollars," Dante said after a long time.

"What?"

"The medicine. Forty-eight dollars."

"It doesn't matter," I said, turning my face toward the wall. "I'm going home tomorrow. As soon as the sun comes up. I have to go to the diner at seven."

"You're not going to the diner."

"I have to. Mr. Henderson doesn't give sick days. You don't show up, someone else takes the apron, and you don't get it back."

"I bought the diner twenty minutes ago," Dante said.

I turned my head back so fast my neck popped, a sharp bolt of agony shooting through my broken collarbone that made me gasp. "You what?"

"The Silver Dollar Diner on Broadway," Dante said, looking at the ice in his glass. "The owner was five months behind on his commercial lease. The bank was preparing to foreclose on the property next Tuesday. I bought the note from Santander Bank at eleven-fifteen tonight. You don't work for Mr. Henderson anymore. You work for me."

"Are you out of your mind?" I cried, my voice shaking with a mix of fury and hysteria. "You can't just buy people's lives! I don't want your money! I don't want your car, and I don't want your doctor, and I certainly don't want your diner! I want to take care of my brother!"

"You're doing a terrible job of it," Dante said.

The words hit me harder than the baton.

It was like every dark thought I had ever had at three o'clock in the morning—every time I looked at Finn’s bluish fingernails, every time I looked at our empty refrigerator, every time I had to tell him he couldn't have the three-dollar box of strawberries because they weren't in the budget—had been taken out of my skull, polished, and handed back to me like an insult.

My eyes filled with hot, furious tears that I couldn't stop. They spilled over my lashes and ran down into my hair.

"Get out," I whispered. "Get out of here."

Dante didn't move. He set his glass down on the dresser with a soft *clink*. Then he walked over to the side of the bed, his shadow stretching across the ceiling until it covered me completely.

"A man came into that restaurant tonight to put my sister in an open-casket funeral," he said, his voice dropping into that terrifying, gentle register. "His name was Tommy Vane. His father runs the South Boston docks. He thought if he killed Cesily, I would give up the shipping contracts we took from them in August."

He leaned down, resting his knuckles on the edge of the mattress. His face was only inches from mine. I could see the tiny flecks of amber in his grey irises, the thin white line of an old scar that split his left eyebrow, the tension in his jaw that looked like it could crack granite.

"Cesily is nineteen," he said. "She likes painting, she likes dogs that don't bark, and she thinks the world is full of people who are essentially good. She is the only thing on this earth that doesn't smell like blood to me. And you took a steel pipe across your spine so she wouldn't have to find out what her own skull looks like."

He reached out. I thought he was going to touch my face, and I braced myself to pull away, but he only took the corner of the heavy wool blanket and pulled it up over my trembling shoulder.

"You think this is charity, Mave?" he asked, his voice nearly a whisper. "This isn't charity. This is an account. In my world, a life is the only currency that doesn't lose its value. You saved my sister. Which means until the day you die, your brother's heart belongs to me. His doctors belong to me. His medicine belongs to me. And anybody who makes you look like you looked in that restaurant tonight... belongs to me too."

"I don't belong to anybody," I whispered through the tears.

"We'll see," Dante said.

He turned toward the door, his movements soundless on the thick rugs. Just before he turned off the main overhead lamp, leaving only the small amber nightlight on the dresser, he paused with his hand on the brass handle.

"Sleep," he said. "Tomorrow morning, the surgeon from Mount Sinai arrives at Logan Airport. His name is Dr. Chen. He has performed three hundred and forty-two pediatric aortic repairs. His success rate is ninety-eight percent."

My breath caught in my chest. "Dr. Chen? He... his waitlist is two years. The state insurance won't even submit the pre-authorization."

"He doesn't work for the state," Dante Collazo said from the darkness of the doorway. "He works for me."

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The door clicked shut.

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