Chapter 4 - Splintered Timbers

I stared at Stephanie’s text for a full sixty seconds before moving.
The pool deck was quiet around me, save for the low murmur of conversation from a honeymooning couple two cabanas down and the rhythmic splash of water against the overflow tiles.
I tapped the screen and dialed her number.
Stephanie picked up on the second ring. The background noise was chaotic—Oliver was sobbing in that hiccupping, exhausted way four-year-olds do when their afternoon routine has been completely decimated, while Emma was repeatedly asking, *“Are we going to the cabin or not? Mommy, why is Daddy mad?”*
"Stephanie?" I said.
A ragged, shuddering breath came through the receiver. "Riley. I’m so sorry. I am so, so sorry."
"Where are you?"
"We're in the parking lot of a King Soopers on Speer Boulevard," Stephanie whispered, her voice trembling so violently she could barely string the syllables together. "Jason got out of the car. He went inside to buy cigarettes. He doesn't even smoke, Riley. He hasn't smoked since college."
"Where’s Mom?"
"She drove back to Centennial," Stephanie said, letting out a sound that was half-laugh, half-sob. "The second you posted those screenshots on Facebook, her phone started blowing up with calls from Aunt Carol and Brenda from church. She had a complete meltdown in the Starbucks parking lot. She screamed at Jason, told him he was an idiot for acknowledging your text with a thumbs-up, got in her car, and sped off. She didn't even offer to take the kids for two hours."
I felt a cold, familiar knot tighten in the pit of my stomach. "Of course she didn't. Mom’s generosity ends the exact second there’s no audience to applaud it."
"Riley, I swear to God on my children’s lives, I did not know," Stephanie said, her voice dropping into a desperate, hushed tone as she looked out the car window. "I didn't know you told her no."
"Steph, I sent a group text on Tuesday," I said, keeping my tone measured. "You replied ‘Okay.’"
"Because Jason told me you were just being dramatic!" Stephanie cried, her composure finally shattering completely. "On Monday, after that horrible dinner, Jason came home and told me that you and Mom had worked it out. He said you were just upset because Mom announced it without asking, but that you called him privately and agreed to do it if he gave you two hundred dollars for takeout!"
I sat up straight in my cabana, the linen cover-up sliding off my shoulders. "He told you *what*?"
"He told me it was handled! He said you were fine, that you were just having a mood, but that you loved the kids and wouldn't leave us hanging! Then on Tuesday morning, when your group text came through, I showed it to Jason. I said, ‘Jason, look, Riley says she’s not going to be there. She says her apartment is locked.’ And you know what he told me?"
"Tell me."
"He laughed! He said, ‘Steph, she’s just trying to save face after dinner. She works from home, she’s not going anywhere. Just reply okay so she feels like she made her point, and she’ll be there when we show up.’"
The sheer, staggering arrogance of my brother washed over me like a cold wave. It wasn't just neglect; it was deliberate, calculated gaslighting. He hadn't just ignored my boundary; he had lied to his own wife, risked his children’s safety, and dragged them forty minutes through sleet, all because he could not fathom a universe in which his little sister had the spine to defy him.
"He gambled with your afternoon because he didn't want to admit he lost control," I said quietly.
"We don't have the money for this cabin, Riley," Stephanie choked out, the confession tearing out of her like shrapnel.
I paused. "What do you mean you don't have the money? Jason makes four hundred thousand a year."
"He *bills* four hundred thousand," Stephanie corrected, her voice dropping so low I had to press the phone tight against my ear. "His overhead is ninety percent. He took out a commercial loan to buy that second practice in Parker last year, and the patient numbers aren't hitting the projections. He bought that stupid Porsche on a three-year lease that costs eighteen hundred dollars a month. We’re forty thousand dollars in credit card debt, Riley. Forty thousand."
The turquoise ocean in front of me suddenly seemed to blur.
"The cabin," Stephanie continued, sniffling into a tissue. "Jason insisted on booking it because his dental school buddies were all taking their wives to Aspen and Vail for Christmas, and he couldn't stand being the only one staying home in Douglas County. He spent twenty-two hundred dollars on that Breckenridge rental with money we don't have. He told me this trip was going to save our marriage because we haven't touched each other in six months without screaming. And now... now we’re sitting in a grocery store parking lot with three screaming kids, a non-refundable cabin we can’t use because we have no babysitter, and my mother-in-law just publicly humiliated all of us on the internet."
The silence stretched between us across two thousand miles of land and ocean.
For years, I had viewed Stephanie as an accomplice in Evelyn’s domestic cartel. She had seemed like the willing beneficiary of my unpaid labor, the tired suburban princess who held out her children for me to raise while she got her nails done.
Hearing her now—raw, terrified, trapped in a minivan with three children and a husband who lived in a hall of mirrors—I realized she wasn't an architect of this dysfunction.
She was just another hostage.
"Steph," I said gently.
"What?"
"Where are your parents?"
"They're in Fort Collins," she whispered.
"Can they take the kids?"
"My mom has rheumatoid arthritis. She can't handle all three of them at once. She can take Emma and Ollie for an afternoon, but Sky is too much for her."
"Then don't go to Breckenridge," I said.
"Jason will lose his mind. He’s inside right now trying to call private nanny agencies on Care.com, but nobody is taking a three-day booking on Christmas Eve without charging triple holiday rates. We can’t afford twelve hundred dollars for a stranger to watch them."
"Then he needs to eat the deposit," I told her, my voice firm with an authority I hadn't known I possessed. "Jason needs to drive that car home, unload the luggage, and spend Christmas with his children. He is a father of three. It’s time he acted like one."
Through the receiver, I heard the heavy clunk of the minivan door opening.
"He’s back," Stephanie whispered in a panic. "I have to go."
"Steph," I called out before she could hang up. "Do not let him use my name as an excuse for his failures today. You stand your ground."
The line went dead.
I lowered the phone. My heart was thumping, a steady, heavy pulse in my ears.
The illusion was entirely shattered. The Vance family mythology—the successful orthodontist son, the doting matriarch, the picture-perfect suburban dynasty that treated me like the awkward fifth wheel—was a rotting structure held together by duct tape, credit card debt, and my mother’s ferocious PR campaigns.
I looked down at my hands. They were steady.
For the first time in my life, I wasn't carrying their weight. I had dropped the handles, stepped backward, and let the whole clumsy apparatus tumble into the dirt where it belonged.
Across the deck, the resort concierge, a polished Bahamian man named Terrence with an immaculate linen jacket, strolled toward my cabana holding a tall, frost-rimmed glass garnished with pineapple leaves and a purple orchid.
"Compliments of the management, Miss Vance," he said with a warm, melodic smile. "A signature rum runner. You looked like you were dealing with cold weather back home."
May you like
I looked at the drink, then out toward the endless, sparkling horizon of the Atlantic Ocean.
"Thank you, Terrence," I said, accepting the glass. "The weather back home is freezing. But the sun is out here."