Chapter 9 - The Table We Built
Six months later. Mid-July.
The afternoon sun warm and golden over the small backyard of my half-duplex in Marshfield. A soft summer breeze rustled through the leaves of the giant maple tree near the fence, carrying the sweet scent of grilled chicken, fresh-cut grass, and blooming clover.
In the center of our small grass yard stood a brand-new, six-foot cedar picnic table—one that Frank Marsh had helped me pick out from the lumber yard warehouse at a employee discount, and that Noah and I had spent two Saturday mornings assembling and staining together with dark oak varnish.
Sitting around the table were six people:
Noah, now twelve, sitting on the bench in his Little League baseball uniform, happily eating a slice of watermelon.
Sophie, nine, wearing a summer sundress, giggling as she poured lemonade from a glass pitcher into plastic cups.
My ex-husband, Eric, sitting across from Noah, wearing a polo shirt, discussing baseball batting statistics with our son while passing him a plate of grilled corn.
My sister Sarah—who had flown in from Minneapolis for the weekend—sitting beside me, holding a fresh bowl of potato salad.
And at the end of the table sat my boss, Frank Marsh, wearing his red flannel shirt, laughing loudly at a joke Eric had just told.
There were no lighted cherry-wood cabinets here. There was no fine china, no antique glass, no multi-thousand-dollar property tax bills, and no cold rules about who was allowed to sit where.
There was just warm food, bright laughter, and the quiet, solid peace of people who loved each other without conditions, without debts, and without games.
My phone sat inside on the kitchen counter, turned to silent.
I knew that out on County Road C, the old farmhouse was quiet. Uncle Richard had told me a month ago at the grocery store that Jenna had taken a second job working evening shifts at the local pharmacy to help Mom cover the rising utility costs, and that they had put six acres of the pasture up for lease to a local dairy farmer to pay for next winter’s taxes.
They were managing. Because when forced to survive, even people like my mother and sister found a way to pay their own bills.
I hadn't spoken to Evelyn since that cold January afternoon at the courthouse. I didn't hate her. I didn't wish her harm. I had simply closed the book, closed the ledger, and stepped off the stage she had built.
Sophie reached out, taking my hand, her little fingers warm and sticky with watermelon juice.
"Mom," she smiled, her big brown eyes shining in the golden afternoon light. "Can we eat outside on our new table every single night this summer?"
I looked around the table—at my son laughing with his father, at my sister sharing a story, at the cedar wood we had built with our own hands.
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I squeezed my daughter's hand tightly.
"Yes, sweetie," I said, a deep, beautiful warmth spreading through my chest. "We can sit right here for as long as we want."
