Chapter 6 - The Mother’s Judas Call

At 1:15 PM, my mother broke the rules.
Marisol had gone into the nearby town of Liberty to purchase four new prepaid burner phones and clean gas cans, leaving me alone in the safehouse with Lily. The cabin was warm, the woodstove crackling with dry birch logs, but I sat on the sofa with a loaded 9mm Glock on the cushion beside me. Marisol had taught me how to rack the slide two days ago. *Aim for the center of the belt buckle,* she had told me. *The recoil will carry the second round into their chest.*
The VOIP landline on the wall didn't ring.
Instead, the old iPad I had hidden in Lily’s diaper bag—the one I had used to play her nursery rhymes on long car rides—suddenly pinged.
I froze.
The iPad was disconnected from cellular service, but it had automatically linked to the cabin’s hidden Wi-Fi network. An incoming FaceTime request was flashing on the screen.
The caller ID read: *MOM*.
My heart slammed against my ribs. I picked up the iPad, my thumb hovering over the red decline button.
*Don't answer,* Marisol’s voice warned in my head. *They can triangulate the IP address within minutes if they have the right software.*
But through the cracked screen, I remembered my mother’s hands braiding my hair when I was seven. I remembered her baking walnut bread when I was sick with pneumonia. I remembered twenty-five years of maternal love that I still could not reconcile with the woman who had stood over the Christmas ham and told me my broken body was worth three thousand dollars a month.
I tapped the screen. I did not turn on the camera.
"Mom?" I whispered.
The video feed snapped to life. Elena Varga was sitting at our small kitchen table in Ridgewood. The house was dark; the blinds were drawn completely shut. She looked twenty years older than she had a week ago. Her gray hair was unbrushed, her eyes swollen into red slits, her manicured nails chewed down to the quick.
"Anna?" she gasped, leaning close to the camera, her breath misting the lens. "Anna, is that you? Can you hear me?"
"I hear you, Mom."
"Show me your face, please, let me see you!" she wept, clutching her cardigan around her throat. "Let me see my baby! Let me see Lily!"
"I can't do that, Mom. Where is Dad?"
"He went to the police station," Elena sobbed, rocking back and forth. "They took Daniel to the county jail, Anna. The things he said on the phone... he was screaming. He said they took his belt, they took his shoelaces. He's so small, Anna, he's only twenty-three, he can't survive in there!"
A wave of bitter nausea rolled through me. "Victor put him there, Mom. Not me."
"Victor is angry!" she cried out, her voice shrill, echoing off the familiar yellow tile of the kitchen where I grew up. "Men get angry, Anna! Your father broke three chairs the year the hardware store went under! He yelled, he threw things, but I didn't take you and run into the woods! I stayed! That is what women do! We hold the family together!"
I looked at the scar tissue on my knuckles, at the phantom ache in my temple where Victor’s wedding ring had cut to the bone.
"He didn't break a chair, Mom," I said, my voice shaking with a rage so deep it felt ancient. "He broke my face. He put his hands around my neck while Lily was screaming in the hallway. He looked me in the eye and told me he was going to bury me in the yard if I ever spoke back to him again. Did Dad ever do that to you?"
Elena’s face flinched on the screen. A dark, ugly spasm crossed her features—guilt, denial, and terror wrestling in the wrinkles of her skin.
"He was stressed," she whispered, her voice dropping into a frantic, poisonous cadence. "He’s under so much pressure with the business, Anna. If you come back, he promised everything will go back to normal. He will drop the charges against Daniel. He will forgive the fifty thousand on the house. He swore on his mother’s grave!"
"You're selling me," I said, tears finally spilling down my cheeks. "You're sitting in that kitchen, looking at your daughter, and you're selling me to the man who beat me so your son doesn't have to go to court."
"I am trying to save my family!" Elena screamed, suddenly leaping from the chair.
As she stood up, the angle of the iPad camera shifted.
The screen caught the edge of the kitchen doorway.
In the polished reflection of the microwave door across the room, I saw the silhouette of a tall man wearing a charcoal suit. He was holding an electronic receiver, watching a glowing green waveform bounce across a portable diagnostic monitor.
Kurt Vance was standing inside my parents' house.
My breath stopped entirely.
"Mom," I whispered, my blood turning to ice water. "Who is in the kitchen with you?"
Elena’s face froze. The weeping stopped instantly, replaced by a look of sheer, paralyzing panic.
"Anna, please," she begged, looking sideways toward the doorway. "He said if I kept you on the line for three minutes, they could find the regional server routing. Please, Anna, don't hang up! Daniel will die in there!"
"You betrayed me," I said, the words barely audible. "You brought him into your home."
"Anna—!"
I smashed the iPad face-down onto the pine floorboards. I grabbed the heel of my winter boot and brought it down hard on the center of the glass, stomping once, twice, three times until the lithium battery punctured, emitting a sharp hiss of toxic gray smoke.
From the hallway, Lily began to cry, frightened by the noise.
I swept her up into my arms, running toward the back bedroom.
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"Shh, baby, shh," I whispered, my hands flying across the zippers of our bags. "Pack your rabbit. We have to go. We have to go right now."
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