Chapter 8 - The Sage Room Opens

By October, life had settled into a quiet, purposeful rhythm.
Dad had followed through on his promise. He didn't divorce my mother, but he drew a line in the sand that shocked everyone who knew him. He separated their finances completely, forced the sale of their larger house, and downsized to a modest two-bedroom ranch closer to the town center. He began attending a support group for families affected by severe pathological behaviors, and every Tuesday evening, he came over to our house for dinner.
He never brought up Tessa unless we asked. Instead, he helped Nolan clear the brush in our backyard, helped me plant a row of hydrangeas along the fence, and spent hours in the garage showing Nolan how to grease the ball joints on the old F-150.
In late November, a certified letter arrived from the district attorney’s restitution office.
Because the court had liquidated Tessa’s car—which she had bought using the funds Dad and I had transferred to her—and seized her checking accounts, the first restitution checks were being issued.
The check made out to Nolan and Gina Vance was for $18,450: the original $18,000 I had transferred on November 12, 2024, plus legal interest calculated from the date of the wire transfer.
Nolan held the paper by the kitchen window, the morning sun catching the watermark.
“What do you want to do with it?” he asked, looking over at me.
I walked over, wrapped my arms around his waist, and rested my chin on his chest.
“Call Dr. Chen,” I whispered. “Tell her we’re ready.”
We went back to the fertility clinic the following week.
Walking through those glass doors after fourteen months of agony felt surreal. The last time I had sat in that waiting room, I was preparing to call the clinic from the parking lot of Cumberland Valley Cancer Institute to tell them I couldn’t pay for the retrieval.
Now, Dr. Chen sat across from us with my updated bloodwork on her desk.
“Gina,” she said, her voice warm but realistic, “you’re thirty-eight now. Your AMH levels have dropped a bit since we last spoke. We need to be aggressive with the protocol. It’s going to be harder, and the odds aren't as high as they were two years ago.”
“We know,” Nolan said, his hand covering mine on the desk. “We just want one shot.”
The next six weeks were a blur of daily injections, hormone tracking, blood draws, and nerve-wracking ultrasound appointments. Nolan administered the shots at nine o'clock every single night, just as I had told Tessa in the car so many months ago. Only this time, there was no lie. There was no borrowed story.
Every night after the needle came out, Nolan would kiss my forehead and say, “One step closer to Sage.”
On retrieval day in January 2027—two years after I was supposed to have done it—the clinic retrieved seven mature eggs.
Four fertilized normally.
By day five, only two had developed into high-grade blastocysts.
Dr. Chen transferred the highest-graded embryo on a cold, bright Tuesday morning. Nolan held my hand while the small catheter was guided into place, watching the tiny white flicker appear on the ultrasound monitor like a star lighting up in the dark.
Then began the two-week wait.
Fourteen days of silence. Fourteen days of trying not to read into every cramp, every twinge, every wave of nausea.
On the fourteenth morning, my phone rang while I was standing in the kitchen making tea.
It was the nurse.
“Gina?” her voice crackled over the speaker. “Your beta hCG is 342. You are officially, solidly pregnant.”
I dropped the mug. It shattered against the tile floor, splashing hot chamomile tea across my slippers. Nolan came running from the hallway, his face pale with alarm.
“What happened? Are you okay?”
I looked at him, tears streaming down my face so fast I couldn't breathe.
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“It worked,” I choked out, throwing my arms around his neck. “Nolan, it worked.”
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