Chapter 8 - The Birth of Freedom
On a crisp, sunny afternoon in late April, Charlotte Elizabeth Miller was born at Northwestern Memorial Hospital.
She weighed seven pounds, four ounces, with a head full of dark curly hair and bright, alert dark eyes that looked around the room as if she already knew she was safe.
My sister, Hannah, was by my side holding my hand through the entire fourteen hours of labor.
Grant was allowed into the recovery room three hours after the delivery, per our mediated agreement. He walked into the private room cautiously, carrying a massive teddy bear and a bouquet of pink roses.
When he saw the tiny white bassinet beside my bed, he froze.
He set the flowers down on a side table and walked over to the bassinet on tip-toe, tears streaming down his face without a sound.
He reached down with a trembling finger, and tiny Charlotte immediately curled her whole hand around his pinky.
“She’s beautiful, Rachel,” Grant whispered, his voice choked with emotion. “She’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.”
“She’s healthy,” I said softly, sitting up against my pillows. “That’s all that matters.”
Grant pulled up a plastic chair and sat beside the bassinet for an hour, holding his daughter’s hand in complete, reverent silence.
Before he left, he looked at me, his eyes full of a quiet, permanent grief.
“The divorce was finalized yesterday,” he said quietly. “My lawyer sent over the signed decree.”
“I know,” I replied. “Sarah told me.”
Under the finalized settlement, Grant was required to pay me $42,000—his share of the marital equity from the sale of the Lincoln Park apartment—to reimburse the pre-marital funds he had improperly diverted to his sister. He was also ordered to pay $1,200 a month in child support for Charlotte.
“Melissa moved back to Wisconsin,” Grant added, staring at the floor. “She couldn’t afford her apartment in Chicago anymore. Tyler is enrolled in a local public school in Kenosha. She’s working as an assistant at a dental office.”
“And your mother?” I asked.
“She sold her Lexus,” Grant said with a sad, bitter laugh. “She bought a used Honda. She doesn’t talk to me much anymore because I refused to give her money from my apartment sale.”
He stood up, looking down at our baby one last time.
“I ruined everything, didn’t I?” he asked softly.
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“You chose your sister over your wife, Grant,” I said, looking him dead in the eye. “Actions have consequences.”
He nodded slowly, kissed Charlotte’s forehead, and walked out of the hospital room, closing the door quietly behind him.
