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Chapter 2 - The Red Flashes

The sirens tore through the suburban quiet of our Covington cul-de-sac like a serrated blade. Red and blue strobe lights bounced off the vinyl siding of our two-story house, painting the trimmed boxwoods and the manicured lawn in garish neon strokes.

I was still lying flat on the cold, rough aggregate of our driveway. My cheek pressed hard against a patch of gravel. Inches away lay the ceramic serving platter my grandmother had given us for our wedding, shattered into four jagged crescents. The slow-smoked brisket Leo had bragged about on Facebook for three days was strewn across the concrete, coated in road dust, gray grease congealing in the autumn chill.

"Just relax your neck, Judith," Tanya Eastman murmured, her gloved fingers resting lightly on the side of my throat. Her touch was warm, clinical, and steady—the only anchor keeping me tethered to reality while the lower half of my body felt like it had been severed and replaced with fifty pounds of dead sand. "Keep your eyes on mine. Don't look at them."

It was impossible not to look.

Our neighbors, the Hendersons, stood near the edge of their lawn holding red Solo cups, their eyes wide with morbid curiosity. Freya, my mother-in-law, was still hovering near the porch steps. She had a linen napkin clutched in her manicured hand, dabbing at an invisible spot on her pastel cardigan.

"She’s just having an episode," Freya’s voice cut through the air, shrill and theatrical, calibrated perfectly for the spectators. "She’s had these hysterical spells for months! Leo, tell the officer. Tell her she didn't need to call the county out here to ruin your thirty-fifth!"

Leo didn't speak immediately. He had retreated two paces backward when Tanya reached for her radio, his hands shoved deep into the pockets of his tailored khakis. But I saw the pulse hammering against the skin of his throat. I knew that posture. It was the same stance he took whenever a credit card statement bounced or when I caught him lying about his whereabouts on a Friday night—defensive, tightly coiled, cataloging risks.

"Tanya," Leo said, his voice dropping into that smooth, practiced baritone he used with bank tellers and clients. He flashed a disarming, beleaguered smile. "Look, officer—or paramedic, whatever your rank is—my wife is under psychiatric care. She’s prone to psychosomatic collapses. We’re dealing with it privately. You’re making an unnecessary scene in front of our entire family."

Tanya didn’t even glance back at him. Her eyes stayed locked on my pupils, checking reactivity with a small penlight.

"Judith," she asked softly, "can you wiggle your toes for me? Just visualize the movement."

I closed my eyes. I poured every ounce of willpower into my extremities. *Move. Just twitch. Prove him wrong.*

Nothing. Not a flicker. Below my navel, my nervous system was an unplugged switchboard.

"I can't," I choked out, a sob tearing up from my chest. Hot tears spilled over my nose, pooling against the concrete. "Tanya, please. I swear I'm not crazy. I swear to God I'm not doing this."

"I know you aren't, honey," Tanya said quietly. Her jaw tightened as she adjusted the blood pressure cuff on my bicep. "Bilateral lower-extremity flaccidity doesn't come from anxiety. Not like this."

A Kenton County cruiser pulled up hard behind the ambulance, its tires chirping against the curb. Officer Greg Vance stepped out, his utility belt creaking as he approached.

Leo instantly straightened up, stepping between the cruiser and the driveway. "Officer, good. We have a misunderstanding here. My wife tripped over the curb carrying heavy dishes. She hyperventilated, and your EMS technician here is blowing it entirely out of proportion."

Tanya stood up slowly. She was tall, broad-shouldered, with steady hazel eyes that didn't blink. She met the patrolman halfway.

"Driver's license, sir," the officer told Leo, putting a palm flat on his duty belt.

"Excuse me?" Leo scoffed, his face flushing crimson. "I’m the homeowner! It’s my birthday!"

"You're actively interfering with emergency medical personnel treating an acute neurological crisis," Tanya stated clearly, her voice loud enough to echo across the neighborhood yards. "Officer, I need this perimeter cleared immediately. And I want a note entered in the run report: the patient exhibits acute motor deficit, peripheral neuropathy progressing over twenty weeks, and the husband attempted to prevent medical transport while disputing symptoms."

Leo’s mask slipped entirely. His jaw dropped, exposing the clenched edges of his teeth. "You out of your mind? You can't put that on paper!"

"Step back against the garage, sir," Officer Vance commanded, his tone dropping from casual to stern. "Now."

Freya let out an outraged squawk from the porch, but Tanya ignored her completely. She turned back to her partner, a younger EMT named Marcus who had just wheeled the stretcher down the driveway.

"Full spinal precautions, scoop stretcher," Tanya ordered crisp and low. "Draw a baseline tox screen the second we're in the rig. Call ahead to St. Elizabeth Edgewood. Tell Dr. Thorne we have a progressive motor-sensory blockade of unknown origin. Suspicion of exogenous neurotoxin."

*Neurotoxin.*

The word dropped into my ear like lead. The gravel scraped against my shoulders as they carefully slid the rigid scoop beneath my hips. The physical numbness was terrifying, but the sudden mental clarity was sickening.

I looked past Marcus’s shoulder toward our open front door. On the kitchen island, visible through the wide front window, sat the stoneware mug Leo had carried out to the patio that morning before the guests arrived.

He had brought it to me with a kiss on the crown of my head. *Drink up, Jude. Big day ahead. You need to soothe your nerves.*

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It was the same mug he used every night. The chamomile that had tasted of burnt almond and copper for five straight months.

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