Chapter 6 - The Seven-Year Gaslight

The question hung in Brielle’s mind like a noose.
She knew she hadn't cheated. She had loved Preston with the naive, desperate devotion of a young woman swept off her feet by an older, wealthy man who promised her the world. She had been completely, utterly faithful.
So how in God’s name was she pregnant?
Brielle reached back into the leather briefcase with frantic hands. She grabbed the spiral-bound journal and flipped to the most recent entries, dated from the past year.
The handwriting became erratic, jagged, stained with dark rings of bourbon.
> **Entry dated July 12 (Last Year):**
> *Brielle wants a baby. She brings it up every morning. She looks at me with those wide, trusting eyes, asking if we can start trying. The pressure is starting all over again. Cynthia is already asking when the nursery will be painted. I can’t go through another seven years of excuses. If Brielle finds out I can’t give her a child, she’ll leave. Or worse, she’ll talk. I cannot let Audrey be proven right. I will not be the Holloway who ended the line.*
> **Entry dated September 4:**
> *The trip to the private wellness retreat in St. Lucia is booked. Dr. Gallagher put me in touch with Dr. Robert Sterling at the Caribbean Reproductive Center. Everything is arranged under an ironclad non-disclosure agreement. Fifty thousand in cash.*
> *Sterling has an extensive cryogenic donor bank. Donor #4088: brown hair, slate eyes, tall, Nordic-Anglo background. High cognitive testing scores. He looks enough like me to fool anyone.*
Brielle’s vision blurred with blinding tears. Her chest heaved, silent sobs wracking her entire body.
> **Entry dated October 18:**
> *The plan worked flawlessly. We booked the spa day at the clinic under the guise of an ‘exclusive vitamin IV rejuvenation therapy.’ Sterling gave Brielle a high-dose sedative in her IV bag. She was completely out within ten minutes. She believes she took a three-hour nap after a luxurious deep-tissue massage.*
> *Sterling performed an intrauterine insemination using Donor #4088 while she was unconscious. Quick. Clean. Professional.*
> *When she woke up, she smiled at me, kissed my cheek, and said she felt wonderfully relaxed. Two weeks later, the test was positive.*
> *I am a father now. The legacy is safe. Cynthia is ecstatic. And when Audrey hears about this, she will finally know that she was the broken one all along.*
Brielle slammed the journal shut.
She scrambled backward across the hardwood floor, kicking the briefcase away from her as if it were a venomous snake. She curled into a ball beneath the massive desk, her head pressed against her knees, vomiting bile onto the polished floorboards.
Her pregnancy was not a miracle.
Her pregnancy was a violation. A horrific, calculated medical assault orchestrated by the man who kissed her forehead every morning, who rubbed stretch-mark oil into her belly every night, who told her she was his queen.
He had drugged her. He had stolen her bodily autonomy. He had bought anonymous donor sperm in an offshore clinic and had it implanted inside her while she slept, all to protect his pathetic, narcissistic ego from his ex-wife and his mother.
And Audrey.
Brielle squeezed her eyes shut as wave after wave of nauseating guilt and horror crashed over her.
Audrey had spent seven years in this exact house, being slowly driven mad by a man who knew the entire time that the flaw was his. Audrey had endured the pitying glances of Cynthia Holloway, the whispers at the country club, the physical agony of useless hormone regimens.
And today, Preston had stood before fifty people and spat on her one last time.
Suddenly, the heavy study door clicked.
Brielle froze, her breath catching in her throat like a jagged piece of glass.
The door swung open slowly.
Standing in the entryway, framed by the dim light of the hallway, was Preston.
He had taken off his jacket. His shirt was unbuttoned at the collar, his tie undone, a half-empty glass of amber scotch dangling from his right hand. His hair was disheveled, his eyes bloodshot and cruel.
His gaze dropped to the floor.
He saw the open bottom drawer. He saw the leather briefcase lying open, papers scattered across the Persian rug. He saw the vomit on the floorboards.
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And then, his dark, dead eyes rose to meet Brielle’s.
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