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Chapter 8 - The Proffer

The federal holding facility in Nashville was built of reinforced poured concrete and thick green security glass that smelled of ozone and industrial floor stripper.

I sat on one side of a steel table in interview room four.

My father sat on the other.

He was wearing an oversized orange jumpsuit that made his shoulders look narrower than they were. His hair was unwashed, and the three-day stubble on his cheeks was completely white. Without his monogrammed shirts and his gold watch, he looked like what he had become: a sixty-one-year-old machinist whose life had been mortgaged to a monster.

He wouldn't look at my eyes. He stared at the center of the steel table, where his chained wrists rested on the cold metal.

“She’s safe,” I said.

My father’s shoulders hitched. A dry, ragged breath escaped him. “Hannah?”

“She’s at Fort Campbell with Brooke. The Colonel arranged for temporary quarters on post. She has food. She has her clothes. She has my old hoodie.”

At the mention of the hoodie, Robert Cole’s face broke. He covered his eyes with his chained hands, his elbows thudding onto the steel table, and he wept with the deep, hollow convulsions of a man whose chest had caved in from the inside out.

“I’m sorry,” he whispered through his fingers. “Becca… God, Becca, I’m so sorry.”

I didn't reach across the table. I didn't tell him it was all right. Because it wasn't all right. Marcus Green was sitting in a wheelchair at Walter Reed National Military Medical Center learning how to use prosthetic limbs because of the checks my father had signed.

“Why Daniel?” I asked.

My father slowly dropped his hands. His eyes were red, the skin around them swollen and gray.

“The shop was failing, Rebecca,” he said, his voice cracked and ruined. “Ten years ago, when the auto plants moved their subassembly operations to Mexico, we lost eighty percent of our commercial accounts. I had twenty-five employees. Men who had worked for your grandfather. I went to the bank, and Marcus was on the board. He offered me a lifeline: municipal contracts for the water authority.”

He shook his head, a gesture of pure self-disgust.

“Once you take the first crooked dollar from a man like Marcus Mercer, you don't ever stop taking them. Two years later, he had me billing for steel we never bought. Then the military contracts came along. He said it was just paper. He said the Army had so much money they never checked the inventory serial numbers.”

“And when Daniel asked for me?”

My father closed his eyes. “Elaine wanted it. She was terrified of going broke, Becca. She knew the shop was in trouble. She thought if you married Daniel, the Mercers would absorb our debt into their real estate holdings and we’d be protected forever.”

“And you?” I leaned forward, my voice dropping into that cold, steady register. “What did you think, Dad?”

“I thought you would say no,” he said, looking at me with a desperate, pathetic honesty. “I thought you’d turn him down and go to law school in Knoxville like you wanted. But then Daniel showed me the photographs.”

I stopped. “What photographs?”

“He had someone follow you,” my father whispered. “The summer you were twenty-one. When you went to Nashville on the weekends. You were meeting with an attorney from the Legal Aid Society, trying to figure out how to get Hannah away from Elaine because of the drinking.”

A chill ran down my back.

“Daniel told me that if you didn't marry him, he’d use the photographs and his father’s judges to have Hannah declared a ward of the state and placed in a residential facility in Memphis. He said he’d make sure Elaine and I never saw her again. And then he told me that if you ran, he’d make sure every bad invoice from the shop had your name on it.”

“So you let him,” I said.

“I was weak,” Robert said. He looked down at his chains. “I was a coward. I thought if you were gone, you’d be safe from him, and I could take the blame when it fell apart. But Elaine… Elaine couldn't bear the shame. When the neighbors asked where you were, she came up with the story about the theft. She said it was better for people to think you were bad than to know Daniel Mercer had dumped us.”

“Daniel didn't dump me,” I said. “I walked away.”

“To Elaine, there was no difference,” my father said. “If you weren't Daniel’s wife, you were nothing to her. You were just a bill that hadn't been paid.”

The steel door behind me clicked open. Special Agent Vance stood in the threshold, looking at his watch.

“Sergeant Cole. Five minutes.”

I stood up. I adjusted my patrol cap, pulling the brim low over my eyes.

“Robert,” I said.

My father looked up. It was the first time I hadn't called him Dad.

“You’re going to plead guilty,” I said. “You’re going to tell the federal prosecutors every single detail about the Ohio supplier. You’re going to testify against Marcus and Daniel Mercer until there isn't a single brick left of their company.”

“I will,” he whispered. “I already told them everything.”

“Good,” I said, turning toward the heavy steel door.

“Rebecca?” he called out, his voice small, breaking like a dry twig.

I stopped with my hand on the heavy handle.

“Will… will you let Hannah write to me?”

I stood there for three seconds, listening to the mechanical hum of the air handlers in the ceiling.

“If she wants to,” I said. “That’s her choice now. Not yours. And not Elaine’s.”

May you like

I walked out into the corridor, and the heavy door slammed shut behind me with the final, echoing sound of a tomb closing.

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