Chapter 2 - The Third Inhaler

The tea in the kitchen was orange pekoe, brewed so dark it looked like iodine in the bottom of the white ironstone mug. Martha Carter had not touched it. Her apron—the blue-and-white butcher’s stripe the agency made the day-girls buy out of their first three checks—was twisted around both her wrists like a pair of rags she was trying to wring dry without water.
"I didn't steal nothing," she said for the fourth time. Her eyes were red-rimmed, the skin around her nostrils chafed pink from the Hudson wind she had walked through from the bus stop at dawn. "Mr. Romano, I swear on my mother’s soul. She had the croup last winter, and the radiator in the room don't work after nine o'clock. Mrs. Gable said if she coughed through the floor one more night, she’d have the marshal throw our boxes into the street. I only brought her because she couldn't stay on the landing."
Victor Romano stood by the six-burner commercial range, his overcoat unbuttoned now, his thumbs hooked into the waistband of his trousers. The heat from the pilot lights made his pomade smell of almond oil and paraffin.
"Nobody said you stole anything, Martha," Victor said. He spoke with the smooth, patient rhythm of an insurance adjuster explaining why the water damage wasn't covered under paragraph four. "The Moretti house is a private residence. It’s not a day nursery. You signed the confidentiality rider with the agency in Weehawken. Paragraph six: no unauthorized persons on the property. No family. No dependents. It’s an insurance issue."
"She’s six," Martha whispered.
"The insurance company doesn't ask if they’re six or sixty," Victor said. He checked his watch—a heavy gold thing with an alligator strap that didn't show sweat. "The boss has a condition. You know that. Everybody who works the house knows that. If he gets an infection—if somebody brings a cold into this place—it’s dangerous for him. You brought a sick kid into the house."
"She ain't sick with a catching thing," Martha sobbed. "It’s just her chest. It don't catch."
The door from the butler’s pantry didn't swing; it clicked.
Lucas Moretti walked in first. He had not changed his clothes, but he had buttoned his waistcoat over the torn collar of his shirt. His tie was stuffed into his pocket like a used handkerchief. His skin was still that strange, waxen gray around the cheekbones, but his stride had the heavy, flat-footed certainty that had made three different municipal judges retire six months before their pensions vested.
Behind him came Lily.
She was not walking like a girl who had been caught. She was holding the corner of Lucas’s black wool jacket between two fingers, her thumb still stuck into the side of her mouth, her small eyes blinking against the halogen lights of the commercial kitchen.
"Lucas," Victor said, his shoulders dropping three inches as he turned from the stove. "Dr. Hallowell’s car just hit the lower gate. I’ll take the boss up to the study and have the girl—"
"Sit down, Martha," Lucas said.
The woman didn't sit. Her knees simply gave out, her body dropping onto the wooden bench beside the vegetable-prep sink as if someone had cut the wire holding her upright.
"Mr. Moretti, please," she gasped, her hands reaching out toward Lily, her fingers clutching at the rabbit-print flannel of the girl’s nightshirt. "She don't know nothing. She didn't mean to go down that hall. I told her to stay behind the sheets. She was just scared of the dark."
Lucas did not look at the mother. He walked over to the stainless-steel island where three knives—twelve-inch carbon-steel slicers—lay in a row on a rubber mat. He reached into his trouser pocket and pulled out two objects, laying them side by side on the clean metal.
One was Lily’s cracked blue plastic inhaler. The pharmacy label was yellowed with age, the name *CARTER, L.* typed in the purple ink of an old ribbon machine from the clinic on Eleventh.
The other was the silver cylinder he had brought from under the console table.
"Victor," Lucas said.
"Yeah, Lucas?"
"Where did you get the refill for this one?"
Victor didn't look at the knives. He kept his eyes on Lucas’s throat, where the gray hair was still damp with cold sweat.
"Same place as always. Dr. Hallowell brought three of them up from the private dispensary in Fort Lee two weeks ago. One for the car, one for the bedroom, one for your coat."
Lucas picked up the silver one. He turned it between his fingers. The metal was cool, precision-milled, heavy with the weight of forty dollars' worth of German engineering.
"Open it," Lucas said.
Victor blinked. "What?"
"Take the canister out of the sleeve, Victor. Show Martha how the German ones work."
The kitchen grew very quiet, except for the high, dry hiss of the pilot light on the middle burner. Outside, the rain was turning to sleet, rattling against the wired-glass windows like gravel thrown against a tombstone.
"Lucas, you’re tired," Victor said, his voice dropping into that low, affectionate register he used when the younger captains at the warehouse got nervous about the revenue checks. "Hallowell is outside. Let him check your pulse. You went four minutes without oxygen. You aren't thinking—"
"I was conscious for ninety seconds of it," Lucas said. His voice was entirely flat. "I was on the stone. My lungs closed up like somebody had poured hot lead down my throat. I couldn't get my fingers around the silver tube because it wasn't where you told me you put it. It was five feet away, under the table, where nobody could see it unless they were six inches off the floor."
He leaned forward, both hands flat on the stainless steel.
"Open the sleeve, Victor."
Victor didn't move for three seconds. Then, with a slow, theatrical sigh that looked like pity, he stepped to the island. He took the silver cylinder between his palms and twisted the base counter-clockwise.
The silver sleeve slid off.
Inside was a standard glass-and-aluminum vial, the kind used by every respiratory clinic from here to Buffalo. But the valve stem—the tiny white plastic pin that should have released ninety micrograms of albuterol when depressed—was missing.
It hadn't been broken off. It had been sheared flush with the brass ring around the rubber grommet, cut clean with a razor blade so that no matter how hard a man’s thumb pressed against the casing, the valve would never open. The aerosol was inside, pressurized, cold, full of life; it had simply been walled off behind a sixteenth of an inch of shaved plastic.
Martha Carter let out a small, wet sound through her nose and pulled Lily behind her skirt.
Lily peered out from between the folds of blue-and-white cotton. "That one’s broke," she said conversationally. "Like the one we found by the trash can behind the laundromat. You gotta use the blue ones. The blue ones got the long pin."
Lucas didn't look at the girl. His eyes were fixed on the small white circle of shaved plastic.
"A manufacturing defect," Victor said. He didn't drop his hands. His voice didn't shake. "I’ll kill Hallowell myself. I’ll take him out to the meadowlands tonight. The son of a bitch is buying gray-market stock from the port to save twenty percent on his clinic overhead. I told you three months ago we shouldn't use him for the family."
"Hallowell didn't pack my coat this morning, Victor," Lucas said.
"I didn't inspect the nozzle, Lucas! I’m your right hand, not your goddamn pharmacist! I took the box off his desk, I put the tube in your coat, and I went down to the docks to check the container manifests like you told me to!"
Victor’s chest was heaving now, his face dark with that righteous, insulted heat that had made him such an effective lieutenant during the war with the Castellano people seven years before. He looked like an honest man who had been accused of shorting the till by eight dollars.
Lucas reached out. His fingers didn't go for Victor’s throat; they went for the third object on the island—Lily’s blue plastic tube.
He lifted it. The plastic was warm from the girl’s nightshirt.
"This is thirty-dollar generic," Lucas said. "Her mother works six hours a day with lye water to pay for it. The clinic in Hell's Kitchen gave it to her because the city doesn't have the money for the German ones."
He looked at Martha.
"What time did you come in today, Martha?"
"Five... five-thirty, sir," she stammered, her hands knotting so tightly into Lily’s hair the girl gave a small whimper. "The side gate was unlocked. The boy on the gate—the one with the scar on his ear—he didn't check the basket. I told him it was clean rags from the laundry."
"The gate was unlocked at five-thirty," Lucas repeated.
"It’s always unlocked for the day staff," Victor said quickly. "The garbage truck comes at six."
"The garbage truck comes on Thursdays," Lucas said.
He turned his head. Through the kitchen window, the headlights of Dr. Hallowell’s Cadillac were sweeping across the gravel circle in front of the fountain. The twin beams caught the raindrops, turning them into streaks of yellow grease against the dark.
"Victor," Lucas said.
"Yeah, boss?"
"Go out to the car. Bring Hallowell in through the side door. Don't let him go up to the study. Bring him right here."
Victor hesitated. His eyes went from Lucas’s throat to the knife on the mat, then to the heavy wooden door that led out to the service yard.
"Sure, Lucas," he said. His voice was smooth again, but his collar seemed half an inch too tight for his neck. "Right away."
The heavy door swung shut behind him, the latch catching with that dull, brass click that sounded like an iron bar falling across an entrance.
Lucas didn't move until the sound of Victor’s shoes on the wet gravel had died away.
Then he reached across the table, took Lily’s wrist in his hand again—very gently this time, his thumb barely resting against her small, erratic pulse—and pulled her toward the island.
"Lily," he said.
"Yes, mister?"
"When you were in the linen closet this morning... before I fell down... did you hear anybody in that hall?"
The girl looked at the silver cylinder on the table, then up at Lucas’s gray eyes.
"The man with the yellow shoes," she said.
Lucas’s fingers tightened on her wrist—not enough to hurt, but enough that she stopped swinging her legs against the cupboard door.
"What yellow shoes, Lily?"
"The ones with the little holes in the front," she said, her voice dropping to a whisper as if she were telling a story about the rats in the coal cellar. "He was kneeling down by the table. I thought he was looking for a penny. But he didn't pick up no penny. He took the silver thing out of his pocket, and he put it on the floor, and then he kicked it with his heel until it went under the wood."
She looked toward the door Victor had just walked through.
"He smelled like the candy store," she added. "The one with the green mints."
Lucas stood very still.
Victor Romano had worn bespoke Scotch-grain brogues—tan, with decorative wingtip perforations—every day of his life since his thirty-fifth birthday. And he ate peppermints from a silver tin he kept in his left waistcoat pocket to hide the smell of the Cuban cigarillos he wasn't supposed to smoke around the house.
Lucas didn't curse. He didn't smash the stainless-steel island.
He simply reached into his pocket, took out five one-hundred-dollar bills—crisp, stiff, smelling of new ink—and dropped them into Martha Carter’s lap.
"Take the girl," Lucas said. "Go out the kitchen garden. Don't take the bus. Walk down to the highway and take the first cab that stops. Go to the train station in Newark."
Martha stared at the money as if it were a handful of burning coal. "Mr. Moretti... what about my room? What about my clothes?"
"Your clothes are worth forty dollars, Martha," Lucas said, his eyes already drifting back toward the door that led to the gravel yard. "Your life is worth more than that. If you are still in this county at sunrise, the man with the yellow shoes will make sure your girl doesn't have an inhaler to use next winter."
He turned back to the counter, picked up Lily’s cracked blue plastic cylinder, and held it out to her.
"Keep this," he said.
Lily took it. Her small thumb went back into her mouth. "You didn't say thank you, mister."
Lucas Moretti looked down at her for a long, silent moment. For the first time in three years, something shifted behind the lead-colored gray of his pupils—something that looked less like an emperor and more like a man who remembered what his son’s hands had felt like when they were small and sticky with sugar.
"Thank you, Lily," he said.
May you like
Then he picked up the twelve-inch slicer from the rubber mat, turned his back on them, and walked toward the door that led out into the rain.
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